Tuesday, February 22, 2005

my rooomate sleeps a lot 

oh yes she does. both of us are pretty much your typical insomniacs, some nights staying up as late as 6:30am simply because we cant put our minds to rest. Well, last night I was up really late and so was she, but she just decided she wasnt going to sleep at all, and got all ready for her 8am class really early and went on her way. Well, she went to bed about noon today and now its two am and shes not been awake...my guess is she will wake up around noon tomorrow, go to class, then get back in bed until about seven, eat dinner, and stay up all night again.

i thought i was bad. i dont sleep much at all anymore, but i definently cant sleep all day. my goodness.

not much else going on. wheres all the (cute) single boys?

scotts back from new mexico tomorrow. he wants to hang out! yay, gotta love the horticulturist. we do classes at timberline in the spring/summer and i thought it was really cool that he is going to teach a class or two. usually the speakers are guests of Kelly's (the owner) from other garden centers or taught by himself. I think its really cool that scott is doing a class, its nice to like someone whos actually responsible, knowledgable, and hey, manager of the perennial dept at a garden center! now if only i could get him to like some better music....

Mom told me to do this thingymajiger:

The ones I've actually never done, are in italics.

I've never kissed a member of the opposite sex
I've never kissed a member of the same sex
I've never wrecked a friend's car
I've never been to Japan
I've never been in a taxi
I've never been on a train
I've never been in love
I've never been dumped
I've never shoplifted
I've never been fired
I've never been in a fist fight
I've never snuck out of my parent's house
I've never been tied up
I've never made out with a stranger
I've never stolen something from my job
I've never celebrated New Years in Times Square
I've never gone on a blind date
I've never lied to a friend
I've never had a crush on a teacher
I've never celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans
I've never been to Europe
I've never skipped school
I've never been married
I've never been divorced
I've never posed nude
I've never thrown up in a bar (technically I was outside)
I've never purposely set a fire
I've never eaten sushi
I've never been snowboarding
I've never had sex in a dressing room
I've never flashed anyone
I've never met anyone from online

Part 2 - you get to ask me for an explanation for any of my answers.

Thursday, February 10, 2005

im too lazy to write today so read this instead: 

DanelleOShea: im eating graham crackers with frosting
eatApillow: omygoshdont even ask me how much i ate today its not even funny.

Tuesday, February 08, 2005

well well. 

am i really blogging? has my boredom brought me back to the blog world? i cannot guarantee anything but i will try and keep up with this, i know that some people really want me to have a blog.

i am up here at CU boulder, poking and prodding at all my new bulges. I have gained a lotta weight and it sucks. there is a gym here, but the machines are old, and its very very hot and stuffy. I cant excercise for long at all, not to mention the dining hall food, its absolutely horrible. the only stuff that tastes good is really really bad. hopefully in writing this blog and vocalizing my disgusting journey through trying to eat healthy in the dining halls, itll give me some motivation to keep up the good work that i havent started yet.

tomorrow i tell you, tomorrow.

anyway, school up here is a lot harder than i thought it would be. my classes are outrageously tough, and the reading is sooo long. i am not quite in the swing of things as much as the other kids here because they are used to reading and reading and reading, whereas at my community college you really dont have to read at all. at least i didnt, and still did good.

my roomate is a strange one, but very cool. she stays up as late as me which is nice, because im sure someone who went to bed at ten wouldnt appreciate my little fingers typing away at two, three, four am.

i have an exam tomorrow in sociology class. it is a very cool class, interesting, and an awesome professor. its hard for me to study in my other classes because i really just like to study in my interesting classes. the good ones are:
intro to sociology
disabilities in contemporary american society
and my horrible ones are
intro to communications
and linguistics (the hardest freakin class one could possibly imagine)

i can never seem to go to bed on time. I havent made too many friends up here, mostly gay men. which is fine, i love them all, but its time to start meeting prospective guys and boy is that hard. people think its really easy to make friends living in the dorms but let me tell you, its not. everyone already knows each other which makes it really hard.

most of my friends are moving off campus next year, but i think ill stay on campus because financial aid pays for most of my housing. and vanessa, whom i have been spending a lot of time with, has to stay on campus for sophmore year because of her scholarship. so we are going to put in a roomate request form (we can start doing that later this month) and we are going to have the coolest chillest room on campus. we want to live upstairs in the building where i live now, there is a diversity program here and most of the kids that are in that live on the 3rd floor of Hallett (they are primarily gay men). it will be very fun, there are some awesome cool people that live there.

well, im gonna go watch disney channell with kaitlyn (roomie) and hope to goodness i can fall asleep before my 8 oclock class. agh, its gonna be cold tomorrow. trust me walking to class at 745 in the snow is not my idea of fun. especailly when im running off of three or four hours of sleep.

ok. im off to see the wizard

Sunday, September 12, 2004

easy cheese 

have you ever eaten it? if you havent, dont. It is absolutely the most addicting product on the market. I swear I ate two cans in two days.

its this cheese in a can that you squeeze onto crackers. like velveeta, but worse.

anyway, its horrendously good, and really bad for you. i brought a can of it to my room with like 10 triscuit crackers, and now that the crackers are gone, i am (sheepishly) squeezing the easy cheese onto my finger and eating it. YES. its that good.


otherwise, life is life. easy cheese is much easier to write about than my daily life. i think i should get more triscuits.

oh yeah. my mom bought the STORE BRAND easy cheese, which is absolutely fine with me...except that sometimes when i go to squirt it, this brand for some reason squirts in strange directions. I am not joking. I have a splat of it on my wall, as well as a splat on my computer moniter. oh well. a small price to pay.

Thursday, September 02, 2004

kitten on ketamine 

My kitty got spayed today and now she is on Special K. Well, thats what the drug users call it. I read a book about party people that took it all the time. It makes you fall into a place called "the K Hole". She is defenintly not of this world right now. She gave a bowl of milk the strangest look I have ever seen a kitten give to a bowl of milk, kind of like "what the F is that???".

Kitty, give me some of that stuff. Either that, or some friends. Cute guy friends preferably.
Please kitty, oh pretty pretty please. Ill buy you gourmet cat food for a month.

Anyway. School is blah. Life is very blah. I was going to house sit for my sister this friday for a week or so but that is not going to happen, as she was going to Orlando, and I am sure you have all heard about that big huge giant storm. I heard that winds of 80 miles and hour will read 80 miles inland. Not gusts, just straight wind. Insane.

Oh wow, my sister just called to give me dates for the trip since it was postponed and all of the sudden I am in the worst mood of my entire life. I dont know whether to scream or cry. Its nothing she said, it just hit me like a ton of bricks at that exact time.

For once I am sort of trying to meet people at school and stuff but nothing freaking works.

I am so sick of not having friends.

Tuesday, August 24, 2004

ew ew ew ew  

sorry for never posting

ew ew ew i hate the way things are right now but dont wanna detail any. at all. posting is venting but i just dont see that happening.

nothing is ever as it seems. and i guess sometimes things just suck.

wow i am being way too vague and probably ticking off those of you who DO check my posts every couple years or whatever.

anyway i started school today, just one class. not bad, weird teacher. met a cool guy in a wheelchair. so cool, at least from what ican tell. i would love to be good friends with him but i think he graduates soon or something.

met some other guy who was kinda creepy. wow, can i get any luckier.

sorry for the negativity. stop reading.

wow, i sound like charlie.

two more classes tomorrow. im dancing with joy! i just really hope i make some friends. its really hard. and all these people are so much older than me. please God, help me get into a university next semester. please please please.

if you guys come across any scholarships send them my way. i am already subscribed to scholarship sites though so whatever clever.

hope your guys' week started good. i have no idea where mine is gonna head.

Tuesday, August 10, 2004

i got a new cell phone! 

i got a new cell phone. i got a new cell phone. i got a new cell phone. i got a new cell phone. i got a new cell phone. i got a new cell phone. i got a new cell phone. i got a new cell phone. i got a new cell phone. i got a new cell phone. i got a new cell phone. i got a new cell phone. i got a new cell phone. i got a new cell phone. i got a new cell phone. i got a new cell phone. i got a new cell phone. i got a new cell phone. i got a new cell phone. i got a new cell phone. i got a new cell phone. i got a new cell phone.


thanks to my uber cool mom. also, i found out that this year of school at front range is gonna be completely paid for by the college. rock on.

but then theres the dark gloomy cloud hanging over me.... the cloud that knows charlie leaves in a week and will probably move on fairly quickly. its hard for me to say that but for some reason i know its true. blahbidy blah blah blah.

i really want to make friends at front range, so bad. but i have a bad problem with that for some reason. and a lot of people- after they get to know me, tell me that they thought i looked like a "mean person" when they first saw me! I am so not mean. as long as your not mean to my kitty.

who is very, very sweet.

well anyway, despite the dread of charlie leaving, my growing flabby belly, and the fear of making new friends, at least there is one good thing.

I GOT A NEW CELL PHONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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